Rabu, 23 Mei 2012

Close Friends

Close friends.
someone who has a close relationship with us. Yah, that's the point.

Since borned, we has someone or many one arround who take care and loves us. they might be our neighbour, our playing friends, our school friends, our deskmates, and many more. and of course, we will made an interact with them. good interact, or bad interact, it depends on our compatibility.
As much as the experience we had got, we'll begin to looking for someone who can accompany and be a 'nice listener' when we need them to hear our story, ask for a problem solving or maybe share our secret also.
Someone can do it to everybody. but someone else just believe on their close friends. That's the one who has more compatibility with us, and make us feel cozier to be with them.

Well, for me, a close friends are the most important things in our life. close friend in my mind is someone who accompany me when i need a help, someone who could hold me when i'm down, someone who being happy for my happiness, and someone who keep our heart from hurt.
I'm not a type of girl who can't easily going with everybody, but i will feel cozier, if i'm going with my close friend. someone who understand me more.

Since i was in Kindergarten, i had have a close friend. and in every part of my life, i always got someone who has more close relationship than the other. they're someone who love me just the way i am.

These all are my close friend list, whom i love and love me too untill now. :inlove:
And a little story about the way i can be their close friends.

>> Ika Navi Agnes Pratiwi (a.k.a Pepi)
She was my first close friends. i know and being close with her uniquely.
Some years ago, in the daylight, when the A session of kindergarten was end and the turn of B session will begin, a little girl (read:me) who didn't come home yet was sat in the class and see a girl whose hair is reddish stand up in front of the door. the little girl start to thinking 'i wanna know who the reddish hair girl standing there is'. but I just keep silent because I didn't dare to talk with her.
I don't remember the way, but suddenly i was being her friends. She always take me home everyday. Knowing that, one day, my mom said to me 'let you and Pepi be a pal'. And we do.
I ever tell her about 'i wanna know who the reddish hair girl standing there is', and surprisingly, she said to me that in that day, she also think something about me which so similar with my mind, that was 'i wanna know who the black hair girl there is'. (because i have a black hair) pucca_love_08
She's a generous and kind girl. When i was kid, if i wanna buy something, she always pay them with her money. I don't know, maybe i have ask it to her and she always let me got what i want.

PICTURE -- in progress

>> Reny Diana Rizkita Sari
In 5th grade of elementary school, i meet someone called Reny. I'm forgotten how she can be one of my close friends. I just remember if my friends ever keep away from her because she was closer with me than them. While, i'm just a new student there. But she said to me 'nevermind if they were stay away from me as long as you still by my side'
Aw so sweet pucca_love_17
But a few days later, my friends realize of their fault and became more friendly to us.
She's a kind and cheerful girl. But she's often on her emotional condition.

PICTURE -- in progress

>> Fatia Murni Chamida
Fatia is my first close friends and also my first pal in Junior High School. I remember the way she became my pal and also my close friend clearly. Because i ask her directly 'would you be my pal?' and she said to me 'of course, why not?'
And she is the first one who made a birthday surprise for me pucca_love_10
She's a wise, funny, and easy going girl. You'll like her easily.

PICTURE -- in progress

>> Ulin Ni'mah
Ulin is my junior high school close friends. In the first year of school, i often got some quarrel with her. But as long as we growing up to be adolescent, we start to realize all of the absurd things we have did. And i start to see how kind is she to me, and i found our compatibility right then.
She's an unpredictable and funny girl. But it so hard to cheer her up when she was in her bad mood.
Tiara Vindra Prasti and Vindy Nurhelinda is became the part of our friendship although they aren't being close to me and Ulin again in Senior High School sad

PICTURE -- in progress

>> Azizah Rahmawati
She's my Senior High School pal. I don't know when did it starts. But one day, suddenly i felt a big wishes to be her close friend. And i tried to get closer and closer to her. Initially is difficult, but ultimately i can be.
And i start to be one of AZRANIA (her fansclub) biggrin
She's such a wise, unique, and funny girl. But sometimes you will found her in her deep confusion.

PICTURE -- in progress

>> Anindia Nurul Cahyaningtya
In the beginning of Senior High School, i often to be her deskmates. And maybe starts from it, she became my close friend. She likes to hear my story although it doesn't interesting anymore razz.
She's a cheerful and easy going girl. It so hard to find her in a bad mood.

PICTURE -- in progress

And i have so many another pal and close friend. But i can't tell you completely because i was so exhausted right now. You can ask me directly if you think that it is important for you :P
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3 Days Holiday

Hi! Long time no see, you were miss a lot of my stories.
Because yah, as ya know that i had my 3 days holiday last time and always and always the same thing happened everytime i had a much free time : Sleep as long as i can, got online, watching any film randomly, and make me busy for doing some unimportant activities :tsk:

Someday i ask my self, how can i waste my time easily?! while a 'free time' is so hard to find. and after that, i always being regret and regret and regret for my ownself!
i might be crazy right now :ayokona:

How can i wished something like being a clever girl if i never think twice before waste my lovely time than studying some difficult subjects in my side? preparing for my semester test? doing my homework? planning for my future? or maybe just take some excercise to make me became slimer?
so where are they have been? why they aren't came to my mind since last sunday? and change my days. ooohh, what a freak girl am i pucca_love_16

and for you, my beloved reader, don't ever doing some silly things like what i had.

Just think TWICE or THRICE before deciding what will you do.
Don't ever let yourself got a HUGE regret like me :puppyeyes:
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Sabtu, 12 Mei 2012

Dear you

Dear you,
Someone whom i love much in a whole of my hearts

This is dedicated for you

I know i'm not a perfect girl,
But you love me more than the perfect's one

I know i'm not a clever girl,
But you make me feel how hard is need to be

I know i'm not a beautiful girl,
But you make me feel better in every moment i have no confident of my own mien

I know you can't be proud of me yet,
But you never show me the way it is

I know i can't help you much,
But you've trying hard to understand me

I know i can't get up in the dawn and make my tears falling to pray for you,
But you have did it to me in every step you take

And now i'm falling
Falling for my faults in every single milisecond, falling all of my regrets for the time i've waste! While it should be a great moment to love you, to make you smile of me
And falling for a simple question that's never be solved :
Why i can't see that?

And now i'm falling again
Falling in my deep
In my deepest empty
Empty
Empty for anything i could say
While a single word fulfill my mind
And that's why a greatful word must be :
Sorry

I'm Sorry
For everything i did
Last Time

Mom
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